To someone I wish could forgive me,
I never told you I was sorry but I am. I am
so sorry for having caused what I know as pain.
It’s pathetic of me to say that I never meant to hurt you, because if
that were truth, I would have never done it in the first place.
I would tell you I am sorry but I am
afraid. I am afraid that you may either reject this apology or I would freak
out at last minute and never get to the point.
Because I am a coward, I am saying sorry
now. I am sorry for anything I have ever
caused you, that happiness then the emotional despair as I rip that joy off you
so quickly, that I thought it would be painless for you.
This letter is addressed to someone I wish
could forgive me but how are you supposed to even start trying if I never apologise?
Thanhy xoxo
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