To my best friend,
I know. I know I am not nearly as good of a friend as you are to me and for that, I thank you. Through all this time, through our rare tears, loud laughs and bitchy mood swings, you have kept by me. I know you're disappointed in me sometimes and I know I say the wrong things at the wrong time, but still, you are with me. And for that again, I thank you.
You are my anchor and I am the ship. The ocean is our barrier and the thing that will break us. For I sway with this ocean but you pull me back to you, so that we will never separate. But when the chain, the link between us breaks, there will somehow always be a back up. I don't understand that sometimes. I don't get how whatever happens, we're still ok. This friendship, this friendship I have with you is new to me because never before have I experienced something with such little fights and shared closeness. It surprises me that I can't bear to go a day without talking to you; simply because I have never needed someone's company as much as I need yours.
When I'm upset and holding in my sadness, you are the one to help me let it out and cry, but then you are the one to wipe up those tears and stop them completely. When I'm happy and laughing, you are the one that makes me giggle even harder, the tell me to shut up ahah. When I'm mad, you let me be mad, you don't force me to calm down, you wait until I do it on my own accord. Because you get it. You get the fact I need to cry, I need to laugh, I need to shout. You get the fact I am a certain way because you know me so well.
You are a beautiful soul and a wonderful human being. Your intentions are for the good and only the good. That's what I love about you. You are the nicest and most caring person anyone would ever meet (except to me of course)
I am not going to say we've had our ups and downs because that it a lie. Everyday I've had with you has has been the best. "We're a roller coaster that only goes up"
Love,
Thanhy xoxo
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