I just have this need to freaking perfect you know? I need to do well in school and I need to have nice hair all the time and I need to smile everyday and I need to look pretty and I just need to make people like talking to me.
I can't do any of that as much as I try.
My work will always depend on how much I like the subject and sometimes I forget to wash my hair and maybe I don't want to pretend to smile and there's no way on earth can I ever be pretty and how the hell can people like me if I don't even like myself?
But I try. I have tried so hard and I swear I am so close to breaking. I hate my obsession with perfect but perfect is such a beautiful word.
With help,
Thanhy xoxo
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