IN ONE TWO

I hate that I can't stop myself from thinking late at night when my mind and imagination seem to be beyond my control. 

Three  things I never told you.

1. My friends hate you. They see the way I act around you and they despise you for making me that way. They see the way you talk to me and they resent you for treating me like I'm dirt.They don't see what I see. They don't see the way you used to ask me about my day or the way you told me you missed me.

2. I think about you all the time. I wish I could just tell you things without looking desperate and pathetic. I wish it wasn't so frowned upon. If we could change this, I would have no need to even write of this post. 

3. My heart races every time you talk to me. I hate that it does though. I would do anything for me to be able to act cool around you. 

With secrecy,

Thanhy xoxo