1. I can change you. It's a lie. There is no way one insignificant girl can change someone like you. You are who you always have been.
2. I can't do any better than you. It's a lie. There are so many beautiful, good natured human beings out there. I've been too busy wasting my time with you to notice them.
3. You were just upset, angry, sad. It's a lie. You weren't upset or angry or sad. It's who you are. There's no one in the world who can be upset/ angry/ sad that often.
4. You're not the one making me feel bad. It's a lie. Yes you are. It's you who is blaming me and shaming me. It's not me. I won't let myself do that.
5. You're perfect. It's a lie. No one is, least of all you.
It feels so good to acknowledge these lies for the first time. A weight has been lifted. It's gone. Maybe that weight is you.
With regret,
Thanhy xoxo
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